Mutter Fodder System Bothered

from Burden Music - EP by L. Mounts

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I see the beauty deep in the shade of gradience
I see the way it fades away as radiance
Soldiers of time can haunt me, I'm not afraid of this
Pressure comes down but I still breath underneath the weight of this

I start to mutter, my words won't come out
The TV is fodder to fry my brain out
I'm new the the system of realizing doubt
I just get so bothered when you call me out

My feelings: a family linked to anxiety
Stuck in discomfort in sitting or standing
I sleep when I want to I eat when I want to
I still end up doing too much of the both of them now

I watch the sunrise and I don't get weird about burning my skin
I'm trying to put a silence to the little voice within
Call me a coward but I don't see reason in hallucinogen
I think it's better to just stay coherent in daily discussion

I start to mutter, a cat grips my tongue
My music is fodder and not good enough
I'm sick of the system and what it's become
I'm shaking and bothered by being the one

Who's always accused of lack of understanding
And doing things wrong without chance of recovery
I'm trying my hardest, I'm trying my hardest
But they don't seem interested in my hardest at all

I watch the seasons start to transition from beautiful to harsh
I can’t get over the changing of the weather at least not from the start
Adjustment disorderly sensitive youth with a small and fragile heart
And when I’m outgoing there’s no way of knowing to tell myself apart

I start to mutter, my lips chapped and dry
Your feelings are fodder and not self-implied
I’m used to the system of closing my eyes
I’m useless and bothered by things in my life

The appreciation for my sole existence
Is hard to establish and harder to witness
I want to get better, I need to get better
I don’t know If I’m ever going to get better than this

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from Burden Music - EP, released July 21, 2015

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L. Mounts Chicago, Illinois

Singer of songs. Abstainer of substances. Bringer of plagues.

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