Once I had a dream of you and I and we were one and felt so fine
I miss that dream, I miss the scenes that floated through my head inside
I felt so warm and conscious now I feel so cold and nauseous
I wish I could feel less worthless and that people could endure this

Hey man you don’t deserve her
It’s been my life’s work trying not to get hurt
But you have hurt me and I’m still lonely
How will I cope now? Rinse my hands with soap now
I need a cleansing, need you tell me
If you will love me, or you will leave me

Once I sat beside you with my arm around your neck and shoulders
I still miss the scent and structure of your lovely skin’s soft texture
This is not a plea to get you in my life and out of his but
You’d be so much better being closer to my body’s sick strut

Hey man you don’t deserve her
It’s been my life’s work trying not to get hurt
But you have hurt me and I’m still lonely
How will I cope now? Rinse my hands with soap now
I need a cleansing, need you tell me
If you will love me, or you will leave me

I apologize for coming on too strong and waiting way too long
To tell you all of this but I was just too scared and ignorant
I missed my window and you’re leaving soon so I will just not go
Into detail of how I feel it doesn’t matter. Really.

Hey man you don’t deserve her
It’s been my life’s work trying not to get hurt
But you have hurt me and I’m still lonely
How will I cope now? Rinse my hands with soap now
I need a cleansing, need you tell me
If you will love me, or you will leave me

I know that you’ll leave me, you were never with me
Never wanted to be, and for that I’m sorry
I had to get angry, I had to get fussy
I just felt so dumb feeling like I was a
Sort of contender for your love